hehe, not really. but sort of. i am in a relationship though. ^.^ its nice. im hoping, that it will turn out for the better. its a pretty complicated situation. and it can turn out one of two ways. either A, we end up very happy together with almost no problems, or B, hes happy and im miserable for the rest of my life. cant really explain myself, but thats the way it is. and no, there is no option C, ive made up my mind, and im sticking to it. thats just the way things go i guess. but i do love him, very very very much, and am happy for the moment.